Letter 21 - a short letter from me

Dear Tim,

photo shooting, we went to an university to shoot a photo that'll be on our poster
and in one of the book people can get, we will have every member of our class printed on it, and people are choosing good spots to shoot the photos, and I've chosen two spots to shoot mine, one on the top of a tree which I climbed and the other one beside the cow patting it:) I'll upload the picture on once I got it.
Also i'm very busy as always this week, I haven't even got time to touch my games for a month, but that's alright, life is still going good, but just a bit extra busy for this week, 3 reports and 2 speeches for me to finish. Well, actually i finished the report parts and I'll prepare for the speeches later :)
Also i think being with Izek makes me a lot more positive and happy:)

Letter 20 - Oof Scores +Scary Stuffs+Something+Get+Make Ups

Oof Scores

  My parents got the report card of my first semester... I pissed them off...

I know to achieve my goal, I will have to work harder, especially on math, which I got 38 out of 100 :( 

If I continue to be lazy, I'm gonna fail History, Math, and Geography...

I'm not angry that they got mad of my score, and I'm not surprised that I got bad grades.

I got pretty sick before the exam started, and throughout the whole exam I was so sick that I was vomiting air (cuz I try my best not to eat food) and something a bit bitter. (I suppose it's my bile, I'm not sure tho) And also I had diarrhea...

But I don't blame them cuz I didn't prepare for the tests this time...

And I was kinda happy cuz I got 78 on civics, which I thought I would have failed. I took sick for an excuse for myself to not prepare for math, physics, history, and civics. (btw I did pretty good on physics)

but anyway I will study really hard for the next time.

Letter 19 - Allison is my friend + we are getting somewhere + art gallery

Dear Tim,

    First of all, I heard from Allison,(two weeks ago) you've been asking her, if she's still with me, yes, of course, she's my BFF, she's a really cool and diligent girl, I went to check out what she has written on the blog that made you question if i'm still friends with her, but i think you asked that question cause I was saying I was depressed two weeks ago, but nahhh, I'mm alright right now.

     About yearly presentation, we've been going through a lot of stuffs, and some people seemed to get a bit stressed out and starting to cry or have quarrels over things, but after the script has been 90%finished, we are knowing that we are getting somewhere now, and we are following the vague directions, and hopefully we'll guide our way out, and have a successful performance at the end. The play will be performed on May 30, a month after my birthday (4/30) :)
still thinking about the name of our yearly presentation

     About art you've been asking on the previous comment I do have some.

when you try to hook up with a girl , and she's like...

I'm the most annoying devil girl and the sweetest angel girl to my boiiiiiiiii

The knuckle meme, iif you know the "do u know de wae" meme 

Letter 18 - going back to church

     I actually did nothing but sleep these 5 days, I did play VrChat, but I was too lazy to play that I only got online for two days. Most of the time I just sleep. There's that one day I slept for hours a day. And the other time I'm phoning my friends on game on Discord, goofing and joking around.

    But there's that one important thing I did, I went back to church on Saturday, it's been 3 months I left the church, cause I have no time to go to cram school (my math RIP) that I have to leave God and go study math on Sunday. Ever since I left church I got more and more depressed about things, and one time I got so depressed at night I woke up in the middle of the night, I saw a ghost standing next to my door, she's really tall and has long hair, can't really see her face tho, cause it's dark. When I turned on the light to see if I just mis saw things, she's gone, I prayed and then turned off the lights and she's gone forever. Since then I started to worry about so much about myself and got really really depressed, I worried about my future job, husband, and Universities. And I was scared to see her again in the night too, tho I know my lord will always be there looking after me, I shouldn't be afraid, but I still... After going to church somehow I felt safer, I know god has already planned everything for me, cause he loves me, and he is always there watching me, so that the ghost can't hurt me, and as for my depression I think it's healed. Like mom used to tell me, our god is a great healer. And now I just feel really good :)